i dont have much in me.
my indonesian friends tell me that i have a television star look. an exgirlfriend thinks that i am not cute although her friends think that i am while others think i am charming. and of course there are many others who think that i am just an asshole or [...]

maybe i shouldnt post this…

maybe i shouldnt post this…
as embarrassing as it is, perhaps i should put this one into words.
half way through watching Adam Sandler’s Click i sobbed like a baby. this happened when Linger (a tacky jazzy version) played for the second time in the movie in the year 2017 during the son’s wedding.
maybe it [...]

shock of rude… pardon my english broken

when i reached my apartment, i realised that i had no electricity.
after a series of lemony snickets like unfortunate events in singapore, such an incident is a welcoming formality. to steal from Jerry MacGuire, ‘you complete me…’
i wanted to say it in the third person (it) but i fear that it doesnt fully [...]

here i go again…

i am terribly … sad…
there are many things that i am not looking forward to…
there are plenty of people who wont be there anymore…
there are just many reasons for me not to go back…
but i guess have to…

Things To Do…

pack bag
say your goodbyes
check flight ticket
buy stuffs

Apple Pies…

Nothing beats McDonald’s apple pie as a late night, early morning supper.
As I sit there smiling at myself by myself like an idiot, I remembered the time I was on my way home on another supper trip with my friend.
We were cruising down East Coast Expressway when in the middle of the conversation he poured [...]

back to old self?

i realised that i have been depressingly morbid in the past few post. at least in the past i have tried to be painfully funny (the end result would be hilariously unfunny). it might not have been hilarious but at least its not depressing. 
nobody likes depressing individuals. everyone hates people who talk about death and [...]

The Bigger Things in Life…

a friend of mine asked me recently.’why do you write about things that doesnt concern you?’
i was stumped for a while. i didnt know what to say to that.
feeling perplexed, i asked him,’what do you mean?’ 
‘i mean, the things that you write are about stuffs around the world and nothing about yourself?’ he said.
Õnothing about [...]

lesson plans…

ask any teacher, there are only two things that can demotivate them. the management and lesson plans.however, lesson plans can both excite teachers or send them to lull land. of course the management could excite the staff with words like ‘increase salary by twice the amount’ or ‘… you would get overtime pay…’. however, most [...]

The Cure

i think my friends would scream at me if i said i went to the Cure concert and had tickets for the standing room only…anyway it was abso-fucking-lutely amazing!