maybe i shouldnt post this…
as embarrassing as it is, perhaps i should put this one into words.
half way through watching Adam Sandler’s Click i sobbed like a baby. this happened when Linger (a tacky jazzy version) played for the second time in the movie in the year 2017 during the son’s wedding.
maybe it is a combination of all the things that has happened; family feud, failed relationship; alone in a strange country…
or could it be simply of the note that Kate Benkinsale wrote:
Will you love me in the morning?
tacky it might be. conrniness at its regal best. lame at its worst…
predictably his character answered:
Forever and ever
vomit vomit… puke puke…
so why did i cry?
Adam Sandler did not jerk me off into a barrage of tears. My pent up emotions and frustrations did…
no doubt it might pass but i have no doubt it shall be painful in the meantime.
it has been three nights since i have been back. i have not yet slept on my bed. for some reason, the bed seems to be a taped up crime scene. a place where i shouldn’t be. a place where painfully beautiful memories used to be.
when would i sleep in it?
i have no fucking idea…
anyone care for a drink?
Song of the Day: All I Want is You by U2
Finger Acrobatics Perfomed by Avloomat @ 2053Hrs
