i dont have much in me.
my indonesian friends tell me that i have a television star look. an exgirlfriend thinks that i am not cute although her friends think that i am while others think i am charming. and of course there are many others who think that i am just an asshole or arsehole depending on which side of the atlantic one’s influence is from.
but i think none of these. it isnt really important. it is good for some self-esteem issues but it is just thin air. it will dissipate in time.
what i have is my ability to write and write some music and play a bit of guitar. i dont flaunt it because i am not really good with it. however, i have always emphasised whatever it is that do, i would do it with a bit of style and flair and a lot of intelligence.
some people who have shits for brains would never understand this. they would merely point out at my bad singing which i must point out is really bad. but then again that is never the point. there are tons of singers who cant sing for shit. this point they always miss but that is largely due to the fact that they dont understand music at all. they have shits for music ears or tone deaf at worst.
anyway i have no illusions of owning the stage or diva grandeur. i just have visions of what the music that i write would sound like which i have always conceded might never ever be heard by the general public but so what…
like i have mentioned above, i should trust my talent and do it with a bit of style, flair and plenty of intelligence.
to have someone see that i have it is what makes me like the person. it takes a certain sensitivity and brain power or EQ to see that. if they cant, well let us just say they have been deprived of those qualities.
with pity i extend my hand.
but with appreciation i hold my hand out to the ones who know me and see me for what i am…
to those people, i greet them with greatest affection.
Song of the Day: I Believe by Stevie Wonder
Finger Acrobatics Performed by Avloomat @ 2332hrs
